TRUTH.

it was some small little acts, but it clearly shows the plain truth to me.
apparently I don't mean that much at all.
I used to be the first person you turned to when you had problems.
You used to trust what I do and feel.
now we don't.
or was it since then that we started not to?
I saw the changes you made for me, no matter how hard they tried to convince me that you came to me bec you had no one else,
I believed in you.
yet you don't, or maybe you've never done so.
once or twice was quite enough.

I tried my best, I swear I did.
to make you see that you are actually my closest friend.
but it doesn't seemed to be enough, or making you realise.
do you really have so little faith in me?
we weren't used to be like this, but idk wthell went wrong.
you're right, things changed.