Monday, November 16
dear "perfect friend",
perhaps you might not know this, but it really does ache my heart so badly when i've to hear those harsh words coming out from your mouth time and time again.
if its a joke, it was a too serious one i guess.
i bet no one likes to hear this from anyone, whatsomemore from a close friend.
you might've said it unknowingly, mean it or not, i really do take it to heart.
i really tried to change, i really tried to get us back.
but does it work? no, am i right to say this?
it felt like i'm nothing at all, to you.
dispensable, thats what i am now.
maybe i'm someone who needs to see it, rather than plain feeling what you've promised.
cause the fact is, i cant feel a thing of how you put it no more.
realised it or not, i'm drifting further from you, i am trying to.
since you dislikes it, since you're sick of it.
i dunt even know if i'm still the "perfect friend tt no one can ever be".
maybe i'm to blame.
but this thing is clear that, it had already changed.
and i bet you didnt know, how much this affected me knowing tt we aint the same.
maybe i shouldnt keep living in the past.
i'm sorry.
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