Saturday, May 30
i've got no idea whats going on.
jokes tt we used to laugh abt, dunt seem funny anymore, topics we used to talk all night abt, dunt seem tt interesting no more. & things we've used to like, all has changes.
maybe i'm not suitable for this, or maybe you're moving too fast tt i've yet to catch up with you.
or maybe i'm meant to be out of this.
its probably a wrong decision from the start, or we wouldnt turn out so bad perhaps.
i've so much to tell you, but i cant find a good start yet.
perhaps i should try to be more patient, cause i seem to lose it very easily.
i miss the old you, where's it?
can we still talk abt those old topics & laugh at the slightest thing?
you said i dunt seem to treat you as my closest friend, but i just wanna treat all equally.
sorry, i maybe too harsh on my words sometimes, i maybe not as good as you expected me to be, but give me some time.
cause i still cant get use to this.
your attitude & all, all changes. it's too much a rush, my friend.
P/S:this is to you.
after listening tt song, probably she's really better.
but since it've been a long wait, i wont mind waiting longer, though i know there wont be any happy endings to say.
but if you only knew it, i promise this thing could be better than you thought.
i hope she could changed you, to be a happier person.
unlike before, i think it has been tough, tt i could hardly see you smile.
smile again. :)
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