Wednesday, September 17
have i fallen for you?
yes, no?
but i seem to be still so stubborn onto this, something i couldnt get over, i dunt wanna be called a "3rd party"
which, or which not. you wouldnt understand this madness.
probably, i would really been better off last time, i really want to go back.
i still remember a question asked like this :" what would you do if time were to rewind?"
now, i'd like to answer this, i wished, i was never brought here. it's ripping me off.
words speaks louder than actions, how true, i only say, w/o doing anything abt it, stupid me.
i really wished i've fallen you, another you, it's great, the feeling, i'd like to experience it.
but, if you still dunt know me at this point, then i highly doubt you ever will, i should've hold on tight, never should've let it go, i regret it so so much.
i was stupid, foolish, & i was lying to myself, cause i dunt have a choice.
what can i say? nothing, correct?
but .. a fall in the pit, a gain in the wit, true.
if i hadnt let you down, if we still have a chance to start all over again, i'd tell you tt i'm sorry, for not realising how good have you been.
how blinded am i, never to see this side of yours, how deaf am i, never to hear advices like these.
if only i was brought here earlier, probably both of us would be a happy one, but since you're gone, i wouldnt make you stay.
i dunt want another mistakes make, i dunt want another hearbreaking, is enough what i'm tolerating.
just go, dunt ever come back.
P/S: bye, i hope someone better would lean on you(:
