Friday, August 8
many things have been coming into my mind, things tt should, & shouldnt be.
things tt i hadnt thought abt it, came, like a new chapter of another story.
things tt had been there, left and came, making me stuck again.
i've been in low spirits recently, too much for me to say.
dunt keep asking for a reason, bec you never know how much you wanna know, everything?
even so, i couldnt possibly pour my heart out.
i've never asked for perfection in my life, but why must it turn out to be so imperfect then?
meant to be? the lousiest answer ever.
yeah, i didnt know it actually hurt so much, so much, to make me feel really sick..
laugh and smile, is possible, but tt would never happen for the entire day, like how i used to stick smiles on my face.
dunt ask why, it just cant.
no one needs a reason for everything, but whenever this came into my mind, i cant help to sigh and tear.
i'm useless, really, like what yvonne say.
right, i'm useless, nothing's worth loving, dunt love me, cause i dunt want you to fall into another deep dark pit like where am i now.
"is like how a heart needs the beat, & the music needs a rhythm, like the broken heart needs to mended."
