Saturday, April 5
lying on a patch of grass, all ii could see was the pitched dark sky above me.
ii thought, iit was close to me, and ii thought, ii saw a star, so, ii stretched my hands out, thiinking ii could touched iit.
but no, iit disappoint me, the longer ii stretched, the further iit went.
ii thought iit was near, but, the fact was, iit was so far away, iis just tt ii hadnt had the courage to face the truth.
ii thought ii said ii dunt love you, subconsiously.
ii thought ii'm still iin the past.
the history was so clear iin my mind, ii'm living iin the shades of the darkness.
ii thought you were near, but you were so far away.
shes got everythiing tt ii had to live without.
iit was again, but ii dunt dare to make a sound, as ii'm afraid you would move further.
kept everythiing to myself, telling myself, iit would be okay. (:
ii understand tt you would go your own, seperated ways from mine.
ii dunt wanna force, but ii dunt know how to let go.
ii love you still as much, as iis all for you.
