Friday, April 25
hellos hellos. (:
cheryl says my blog iis dead, so ii'm here to revive iit. lols. :D umms, shall strt from yesterday buhhs. actually alot of thiings happen thiis few days, tt ii was very very lazy to post, but ii really have gotta say thiis. okay, the person ii liked, recently, thought not very recent, ii just found out, like my good good friend. but iis okay la, ii guessed. yar, ii admit iit was hard to take the fact iin the first place, just imagine, waited for somethiing for 14 mths & tt somethiing just went and go for another one which iis your good friend? okay, enough saying, ii dunt want to be reminded of thiis any longer. than, yesterday, during digital art's lesson, cheryl permit me to read her msg(thiis tiime she let me see on her own accord, dunt get the wrong idea of me PEEPING at her msg-es, you idiot.) , so yeah, knew alot of thiings, more than ii should have, and found out tt YOU keep backstabbing me, saying me forcing, as though you can only be with me, when ii've actually no intentions of doing anythiing, and saying ii'm your blockage of your life, saying YOU cannot tahan me, whatever shit.
then. after school, went with cheryl and syaf to je, to makan, finally we 3 are together, like last tiime, cause nowadays, we seldom went out together. (: than all of us went home after tt, syaf accompanied me to wait for my bus, had a long-long chat. (: than ii thiink iit was wednesday, we had CIP, with krisha, minming, yvonne, yee tat, wesley, kelly. than tt biscuit teacher(ii dunt know how to spell her name la. lols. :P) keep saying "squeeze, squeeze, squeeze" lols,yvonne they all got horny, thiinking abt sick stuff la. lols, but we were only suppose to squeeze the plant out of the pot so tt we can repot iit, dunt thiink too much. hahax. so we were there"squeeze, squeeze, squeeze." lols.
and, today, cheryl keep asking me the same question, than today lesson was so-so la, but krisha never come, saddies. lols, dance was really fun, a really crazy tiime la, cause chin ee they all was like (ii dunt know what they were doing la. :D)but cause today no practical, so can slack la. woos~ hahax. than everybody was like sending everybody thiings la, rofl~. than, after school, went seperated ways from syaf they all, cause ii thiink they were going out to celebrate shawn's birthday. than went out with minming la.
okay, now the thiings ii wanna say to you guys:
TO:CHERYL
what ii say, iis what ii mean, ii may not seem serious, but seriously, ii dunt mind tt. just do what you're suppose to do, you dunt have to care abt me. (:
TO:YOU
hear thiis, ii dunt care abt how you thiink abt me or whatever shit, but can you just stop backstabbing me? what more do you want? you said ii block your way, ii've now walk out of thiis, you said ii'm irritating, ii stopped talking to you, you said you cannot tahan me, ii just dunt care, but your stupid mouth just cannot stop saying bad thiings abt me la, ii really dunt know what's your problem, thought we could still be friends, but ii know you dunt even care, so ii guessed we just act like some strangers, no, worse than a stranger, dunt even smile, dunt even look, iit's just a nightmare knowing you la, idiot. but ii hoped you can seriously stopped your backstabbing and go like whoever you like la, but stop pushing me to the end, ii need space to breathe can? ass, just pretend we dunt know each other la, ii dunt hate you, bec there's no love presence, you're just nothiing but ii dislike the most. so get lost can? hiahz. ii'm getting out of thiis, washing my hands off.
Labels: ii wouldnt even care. iis a nightmare loving you., worse than a stranger
