Friday, February 29
ii've never regret the mistake ii made , to love you.
ii was keeping everythiing to myself , wiping away tears , faking a smile , with a sigh.
the one ii loved , was someone else , before ii know iit , everythiing was just too late.
seeing you from far , day after day , seeing you walking closed , my heart beat slower , my breathing seems weaker then before , and slowly , ii suffocated.
staring out at the sunset , talking to my shadows , listening to music.
the lyrics were even more sentimental than ii thought they were , the memories were more emotional than ii felt.
ii was all alone , iin my own world , still stepping iin to the laughters , with a weak heart tt seems to have died off long ago.
ii wasnt really laughing , wasnt really smiling , look carefully.
after all thiis tiime , ii realised iis just too late to stop at wherever ii am.
not trying to force or anythiing , but , letting you go , to her , ii guessed , cause ii loved you a lil too much.
watching out , the scene of rain , found a sense of familarity , then ii subsequently found out tt iis totally the same feeling iinside my heart.
ii was sitting under the downpour , love iit , as no one knows ii'm crying.
wiping away the water , couldnt differentiate iif iis tears or raindrops , but at least , ii know , ii'm not crying for no one.
somewhere where ii am , somewhere iin thiis world , thiis tiime , ii loves you still as much.
Labels: ii loved you a lil too much.
